Catherine

Simon Snow was real to me; I believe in his existence, as well as, Baz. In nine days, Simon Snow and the Eight Dance will be published, and I am pressured to give my own ending to my own fiction before its original publication. Add up to that is Levi, my second friend in Nebraska, who is very eager to read my ending, and when I say "read" - he listens to me while reading. I don't want it to end, and no one understands me best but Wren. "I" were once "we", Cath was once Cather-Wren, Wren was one of the people I really like, but then she ditched me to some all party creatures that their music bores me if I listen to them - all without a lyrics, what a song! 

Wren is my twin and everything that I have been through, Wren knows it. We got to college and my father (We got no mother, she left us.) would be left alone, and I don't want that; no one can take care of him better than his daughters, but he insisted to. So here we are, in the other side of the town, left with emails and phone calls from dad, or so, I am. Wren changed when she arrived in this town, I wanted, first, to be her roommate but then she don't want it because, for her, all our lives we are roommates; I guess, she had enough of my existence which is how she is by appearance - the irony. Until I found out she was partying all the nights of school, she was communicating with our mother, that I hated so much for leaving us in the porch with the promise of coming home. 

I was really mad with what she did that I never cared for her for months in the semester, until she was confined in a hospital because she got drunk so hard in a bar and she broke down and collapsed. All I ever prayed was for her to be okay, until Laura came, the mother, rushing through the hospital; I don't know how will I be to her, she's a stranger to me now. We never got to talk; she was hurrying, after all those years, she never had time for us. At the other side of those waiting hall, I saw Jandro, Wren's boyfriend and Levi was approaching with a coffee from the vendo, and at that corner I adored Levi of how he looks so thin with his flannel shirt and how he chose to be with me rather than in the farm. Levi is my boyfriend and sometimes I wish I met him before. 

You know that feeling, when you just knew someone and in an instant of random visit, you both shared a memory you'll never forget. That's how I knew Levi. I was an introvert until he presented me to the world and never convinced me to conform. He just likes to let me know that even when he has everyone around him, he will always choose "Cather" over anyone. I am Cather Avery, a Fangirl.